Sunday, June 26, 2011

Toms down with disease

Tom is too good

Saturday, June 25, 2011


Hello my blog, and my blog friends
Imma try and start to get my ideas back on here
but this last weekend i had tons of fun at the first Fireside Jamboree outside of St. Louis with mah boy Toms Relling
Check him out shredding guitar real hard on my youtube channel,

Im trying get back on my spiritual path right now, but I guess I never really got off of it
i've always been exactly where i've needed to be

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

A Blue Floating System of Streams

How about we begin with a story of a man and a monkey.  The man with no mind and three toes, appearing as a sloth.  The monkey no larger than the nickel that he laid his bountiful bum upon.  The master of all chefs condemns these two to the very fate you've suffered for your entire life.  Every moment has led up to now.  How will you carry yourself in this moment of despair.  No not despair, but multiplicities of multiple madnesses all in a staged equilibrium.  Yet going no further than that of our father now in cosmos, osama bin laden.  The thing we strive for is this tale of monkey and man.  No better.  No stronger.  No Shorter.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

SF short video

Check out this short little video i made of some clips of san francisco

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

What mayans really think about 2012!

Check out this link!
I'm not really sure what to think, but my only theories are spot on with what the mayans actually said as opposed to the misinterpretation
pretty dope!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Philosophical quotes and thoughts

hi.... im back

The nature of reality is determined by the instrument used in perception

Discover continuous inward revolution

We came into this physicality to love this physicality

The myth is the lie that tells the truth

The philosopher is always pursuing death; it would be inconsistent to shun death while at its door

The philosopher seeks pleasures of the body only to the extent necessary to life

Thought is clearest when the body is least felt... death?

If the soul relies on sensation she is dragged down to earth

If she relies on her own reason she approaches the pure and eternal

It appears the soul has essential relation to life and hence cannot admit its opposite death, anymore than fire can emit cold

There is no release or salvation from evil except the attainment of the highest virtue and wisdom

Having a God of wealth trickles down

Kick back relax, close your eyes and enjoy

and a video of tom and gabe jamming, the XTC jam!

Monday, March 7, 2011

puppy! and some pink floyd

I want everyone to meet my puppy named puppy!
shes full grown and not actually a "puppy" but she will always be puppy

I've been feeling echoes part 2 so hard lately
gives me chills every time

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Toms basement show!!!11ONE!!!1

Last night Tom played a show in a homie's basement
I recorded a little bit of two songs, I missed the dope intro to little wing unfortunately
check him out!!

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Nyjah and Beatles

Check out some Nyjah Huston, and the Beatles for today
some new blog posts coming soon...

Monday, February 21, 2011

Ronnie Creager

Ronnie Creager is the man, he is definitely one of my biggest influences in skating
here is a trilogy of Ronnie Creager parts
What if:
 Blind Video:

Friday, February 18, 2011

Omniscience: Lord

Purple brick making the strong infinite building.  Taking a psychedelic swirl around.  These purple bricks build up to a logos that never comes.  Between the purple bricks they peer out at me.  Watching me as I watch them.  Peering purple eyes protrude my being.  Soaring in a spiraling swirl.  The great purple vines flow flowingly.  Weaving each other, around the purple bricks, besides but together with the purple peering eyes.
How do I describe something such as this cosmic journey?  After the tower I came back but in a completely new state, I don't really remember the between.  I then rose above all.  I watched my own body on the couch from a frontal view.  I saw myself in a very strangely pixelated form... or something.  One of the strangest parts about it is how familiar this form of me looked.  It felt so familiar

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Circa Sierra Fellers

I swear that Im going to do some actual posting today
no mo slackin

Monday, February 14, 2011

Some shredding, some philosophy to come later

Check out old footage of me and my homies shredding
the song got taken out so cue up some random music
ill post up some thinkin' pertaining to Socrates later

Sunday, February 13, 2011

The Pineal Gland, "Third Eye"

The pineal gland is located between the two hemispheres of the brain. It is found tucked inside of groove, and only around the size of a grain of rice (about 7mm). The functions of the pineal gland are not to well known of, but for thousands of years it has been referred to as the third eye. Descartes called the pineal gland "the seat of the soul"
Not only is the pineal gland the third eye, but it also relates very similar to actual eyes. Your retina sends light or dark exposure and melatonin gets made.
In some animals the pineal gland is photosensitive! The gland is homologous to the cornea, lens, and retina. Earlier mammals, and some animals still have a pineal opening.
But where does this affect us? Whats so crazy about all of this?
Unlike much of the rest of the mammalian brain, the pineal gland is not isolated from the body by the blood-brain barrier system; it has profuse blood flow, second only to the kidney.
This pineal gland is activated by Light, and it controls the various bio-rhythms of the body. It works in harmony with the hypothalamus gland which directs the body's thirst, hunger, sexual desire and the biological clock that determines our aging process. When it awakens, one feels a pressure at the base of the brain. This third eye is the gate between where the body and the spirit collide. To activate the 'third eye' and perceive higher dimensions, the pineal gland and
the pituitary body, must vibrate in unison, which is achieved through meditation
and / or relaxation. The gland has the necessary "ingredients" to make DMT, and excrete it into the body. It is said that it is the DMT that causes dreams and strange happening during near death experiences.
DMT is the most powerful psychedelic out there. Why? Because it's one of the most basic compounds that aids our very own consciousness!
My head is getting all jumbled, so I need to sit down and organize my thoughts before I start saying ridiculous stuff.
More on the pineal gland to come soon....

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Pineal Gland

Sometime this weekend im going to through up a huge post telling y'all about the amazingness that is the pineal gland
prepare to have your mind blown

Friday, February 11, 2011

Viktor E. Frankl Mans search for meaning

Today for my ethics class I had to read some Frankl and answer a question after.  I responded to question number 4.  You can check out the short writing from him below. This is what I had to say...
Victor E!
4.  The question of if there is a difference between saying, “life is meaningless”, and “life is meaningful but, in a way I cannot understand” is a question that I too have dealt with a lot.  People sometimes interpret existentialism as saying that life is in fact meaningless.  I too felt like this when I first started reading philosophy and existentialism.  But after reflecting on such things like Nausea by Jean-Paul Sartre is took these seemingly depressing themes and applied them to my own everyday existence.  Through this I have learned that life is meaningful, but I cannot understand how so.   The difference between the two is that the first idea radiates themes of discontent, selfishness, and negative energy.  The second idea gives off themes of wonderment, and overall positive energy.  It makes me want to keep learning, and searching to find at least some little bit of those meanings.  Life feels very meaningful to me, every aspect of it seems amazing. 
            Through this positive energy, search for knowledge and such, I come upon thoughts about animals, particles, and everything.  We are all connected, how does this question apply to gaia?  

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Beatles, Lake Owen Shred, and Socrates Johnson

The Beatles rooftop concert is definitely one of the most amazing point in music history.  Beatles are the best
Check out me and my homies shredding at Lake Owen, took place over the previous summer
so dope
 I recommend eerybody check out Plato's the five dialogues (,  has some of the best philosophy, wisdom, and knowledge that i've ever gained.  All about Socrates and his last days, it will always be remembered as one of the best.  Sometime soon ill put up some insight, and ideas i get from socrates and stuff, good stuff.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Music and Shredderboaridng and stttufuff

All day I've been listening to the album lateralus by tool.  Tool makes my mind wander into crazy places, with crazy thoughts.  I love them, and Alex Grey who did the picture at the top of the page
Ill post more about them later on
Davis Torgerson recruit. damn. just damn.
Also y'all should check out No Exit by Jean-Paul Sartre, i highly recommend to any living human being.  If anyone actually checks it out let me know what you think

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

MORE MUSIC!!! mah boy chronic nate, and mah boy John Butler

First off another John Butler song that is really dope
Check out his live music on, and his cds! hes fucking amazing
Peaches and Cream
Check out Chronic Nate!!!!!   Support that ass!
Kush and Diesel

Ocean max session John Butler

This is literally one of the best songs/ recordings i've ever heard.  So much emotion, so much voice.  Every time I listen to it I get chills, I must see this man play live.
I hope you all enjoy this as much as i do

Toms rolling stones cover

Check my my man Toms rolling stones cover
Check out the rest of his music in the lower post!
or here

Monday, February 7, 2011

Space Jesus' dirty garage jazz

The space jesus himself tom relling throws down some sweet sweet durty blues
please check him out and love him

Together as many we are one

Recently I re-watched a bbc documentary on the nature of reality. ( Everyone should watch it, especially the part about the photon slit experiment.  In this experiment photons that are shot through slits make patterns as seen below.
The single slit makes one pattern with a few on the side but they aren't very intense.  The double slit pattern is where it gets strange.  The slits line up with the spots in between the main line and the two on the outside.  The two photons somehow multiply or split to make this amazing pattern.  Just this is ridiculous.  But it gets even crazier, when an observer such as a camera or a random electron, or anything else is near the photons while this crazy double split pattern is about to take place, the pattern doesn't appear.  It comes out like the first one but with two solid lines, one for each photon.  
The photons, and all other particles are conscious... or maybe subconscious.  Humans, animals, particles, and everything have this subconscious.  WE ARE ALL RELATED WE ARE ALL ONE.
We come from the same place, and we all have this subconscious.  In the subconscious an infinite amount of processing and so much else is going.  But where does it all come from??

Cj Tambornino

Imma let you finsih but cj has the best video of all time

Nyjah Huston

Nyjah is too crazy, 16 years old
i dont get it

Watch the past video with him as a ten year old winning tampa am, and it ends with some new tricks.
The future video is short but nuts